Deconcentration
deconcentration
and fear paralyzing me inside
like the fire of my soul burning down
aaa
just run
illumination
not good enough to fall asleep
I wanna sing and pray but my voice sink
aaa
just run
people come to me
I let them in
I forgot my dream
I don’t wanna be here
manipulation
the crazy mind still makes me blind
my mirror disappeared but I am alive
aaa
just try
where is salvation
and farries, angels, elves, and me
in a garden full of secrets hidden deep
aaa
just try
people come to me
I don’t let them be here
trying to find what I need
trying to be me
what I can tell you
I keep your anger far away
in a box between the notes which let me stay
aaa
now I don’t mind
An observation
when I do sing you disappear
I stay alone behind the wall of tears
aaa
now I don’t mind
people come to me
I don’t mind they are here
butterflies around me
flying peacefully
people come to me
I don’t mind they are here
sun and stars speak to me
dancing, smiling, singing
people come to me
I am happy they are here
butterflies around me
flying peacefully
people come to me
I am happy they are here
sun and stars speak to me
dancing, smiling, singing
Lyrics and music by Katalina May
Image by Willgard Krause from Pixabay